baby please don't tease

I'm a bit down today...don't know why, really, well I shouldn't be like that 'cuz I was supposed to be relaxed, calm for staying the weekend in Iguape....but no, well at least now, thats not the reality...I'm stressed, I wish so bad I could, just have my "sweet" thing,you know, those things we all want deep inside...well maybe not that deep, but yeah I know we all have wishes...and I'm sure I'm not the only one who "wish so bad" those things....but I really don't care what other people want right now, I want my "wishes" and I want it now....yes I'm spoiled, aaaand no I REALLY don't care what YOU think!!
18h18h now...***wish***, YES, one more!!!!hahaha there's always room for one more!!
I think is the afternoon that is not good for me....I always get down this time....well anyway, I gotta find a biologist job, or I'll get really insane in here, you have ANY idea of how..I don't know...boring, this is for me? it's all gray, all day long, computer, papers, this click noises....HATE THIS.....I AM A BIOLOGIST!!!! B I O L O G I S T!!!!!!!!! I can't take long times with no green, no animals, no real nose, besides ring-rings, and clicks and OMG!!! I am really driving lunatic!!! A zoo would be heaven for me.... =)
- Besides complaining, well I don't have nothing better to say....at least not today, well I do have one more thing to say....I'm really afraid to dissappoint some friends...well if I do, I'm REALLY REALLY REALLY sorry!!! I don't mean to!! and I'll try not to, but you know me.......I'm really open to new friends, and 'we' will be friends!!!!!...positive thoughts!! Yaay


the best side of me....or not! I don't know...LOL