
Another year goes by...this one i may say really slowly, but finally ended...
a lot of thing happened, most of them im not really through.....but anyways as some say we must get through it and go ahead...easy for they to say, well....
Apparently i have a great power of ruining friendships, yeah, that's quite my thing...jessica, yuri, and recently thiago, congrats to me! but hey, maybe, just maybe it isn't my fault, ANYWAY!
This post it is not to discuss my ability to maintain friends, who i considered BEST, and now they're gone....This post it is mostly for me to write what is in my heart, as always, cus i really don't have any one left to share this kind of thing, im not really complaining, im just saying....
three days from now, im going to be in a plane on my way to DISNEYLAND!!! fuck yeah! I still can't believe it...for real!
I know it isn't thanksgiving, we don't even have this in this shitty country, BUT, im going to say a few thing im thankful for, in this year.
- Im Thankful for my mum, first and always, she's such a strong woman.
- Im thankful for my tattoo
- thankful for my job
- thankful for rodrigo, that always make me feel so beautiful and young.
that's what i can remember right now...lol
I'd like to say to jessica, i still miss you, less and less every day, but i still do, a lot... the good things with you it was that, i was never left home, and i felt like i had a FRIEND really, who i could cry, you were the one who listened to me, no matter how non sense i was. unfortunately it ended like it ended...now seeing your pics, i just don't see the same you...weird. And i can't pass once by R. augusta with out thinning of you..lol WEIRD, funny!
I'd like to say to yuri, you were the most WEIRD part of my year, we were friends for long YEARS....and out of nowhere we got together again, and it was the most exciting part of my year, i was unbelievably happy, FOR REAL...
I didn't had to pretend nothing, and even if i tried to, you'd know, you always knew...you of all ppl knew me!!
I miss you just in the most ridiculus way possible, I seriously just can't describe! I WISH you could see my hair now, is so big, I WISH i could share with you my excitement about Disney, and Harry Potter and the DH part 1, and i miss talking to you the whole night, i miss talking to you about sushi...=/ JUST MISS YOU A LOT.... and i hate that im crying the hell out of me right now, writing this fuck.
I'd Like to say to thiago, cant believe i thought you were really changed, i miss you truly!
- 2010 were NOTHING as i expected it to be, it turned out really, not cool.....
- i didn't passed this semester in college
- i didn't got to lose weight
I WONT COMPLAIN, IM TRYING TO LEARN WITH ALL THIS, AND JUST GO ON!!!!
I'll be just like those great women i see on TV and Series, and Books, and BE FIERCE!!!
you know what?
I could really use a hug right know.....
now i must go, my nephew's hungry..... lol
HAPPY 2011 - BE HAPPY, BE YOU, BE FIERCE, BE TRUE, BE FAITHFUL, BE GOOD, LOVE AND BE LOVED, MOST IMPORTANT LAUGH!!

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