maybe the better for all

you know what? Ive just decided another thing...and may i say..it can be the better for all or not...i know is not the best for me cuz illl be really sad and probably will cry bunches..but i believe is the best i can do right now, if u know what i mean....i will just back off...yeah, back off... I believe is better for me(or not) not to be so close...cuz if it all goes wrong(like it seems to be) i wont be so hurt...
Ive past some realy shit in my way just because i was the nicest one...and i think its time to be harder so i wont sofer later on...
Well....who knows right?....i hope im doing the right thing...for now it seems to be...

OMFG, title?...IDK, WTF...LOL

we may be just a bit weird, but that's what make's us special! im always havin' a goof time with 'em...whem im sad they make me happy, when im fucked up they make me see the better side off all....love you guys, my cook friends..^^ LOL
- well ive seen some really amazing english girls blogs....omg, they'r so stylish, and are no tafraid of wearing any thing, vintage, big heart-shaped glasses..so cool...
my mum is trying to convince me not to go to england, she wants me to go to ireland...really mum? i mean...REALLY?...okay, not against irish people, no way, they seem really nice, polite, drunk(thats not a bad thing!...AT ALL)...but u know, its london for god's sake...i know i might be abused, or i dont know ill-treated sometimes, cuz im brazilian or cuz i may be a bit slow in understanding at begining...i dont know, any thing cat hapen...i just know im going to london, i plan to work, study, date, shop, drink, live, be all happy there...and may be hard, but i know i can do it...i know ill handle it, just hope they let me try to do it, the imigration people...hey accept me, im all nice!!!...lol- and crazy, but thats like bonus...ahahahha-

whatever im just saying shit here right now....ow, i gotta learn blog thing to let my blog pretty...it looks so trashy...well....
i must lunch and get back to work right now...

oh my final exams are over and i'm all smile!!! anyways.....bye, for now...w/e
- and just saying, i'll avoid any thing that may let me sad/mad/angry...however much it hurts me...i figured its the best for all, and for now at least, as im not capable of doing diferent, is better that way, which it seems okay by you, sadly.---ohhhhhh well.....what ever ill not think of it cuz it really makes me sad, and i dont wanna cry right now, cuz i think i wont stop so easyly....

i wont read it all to see if there's some mistakes, so if you find some...sorry! ;)

Doggy pic now ^^

for some reason i cant explain

um dia que eu realmente preferia passar na cama....
perdi a prova de imuno por incompetencia a alheia, me fodi na prova de bioestatistica, me tranquei no banehiro da facul p chorar, uma coisa q eu acho ridicula chorar, por provas....sempre quis bater em meninas que faziam isso, mas hj foi mais forte do que eu, nao chorei pq vou pegar DP ou PRA chorei simplesmente pq ja to cheia....sabe qndo vc vai acumulando TUDO?
-facul
-provas
-iniciaçao cientifica
-viagem
-mac
-mor
-roles
-saudade
-mae
-rollo
-pai
-trampo

vou explodir a qualquer minuto....de vdd....nem iguape me acalmaria agora....
to quase chorando de novo....to postando e preciso trabalhar....mas eu preciso escrever antes que chore aki em cima dos papeis....

o titulo é exatamente oq quer dizer, eu me sinto mto mal pelo mesmo motivo de todos os ultimos posts...e nao muda....achei que me afastando seria melhor, mas nao é, eu preferia estar em londres agora pq eu sei que pelo menos la eu sinto saudade pq REALMENTE nao tem como ver os amigos a nao ser pela net...mas aki, nao tem desculpa e é por isso que a saudade dói dobrada...
mas ó, nao dói mais do que essa cólica q eu to sentindo agora viu....
"you cant always get what you want"
e faz tdo sentindo.....
"but if you try, sometimes you just might find to get what you need"

deixa pra la vai...

who you are?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9VvGp6GH71Y&feature=related

as long as you love baby!!! nossa eu dançava muito essa ai hein.....e se pá ainda manjo uns passos....e quer saber? e daí se eu to cantando MUITO alto e quase chorando...ahahahahah




olha esse entao:
pra esse eu so posso dizer ai melcu
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7MRwT383qA
amo esse clipe


ela tinha cara de inocente ainda
a musica dela era que tudo q era qria era abraçar ele forte
agora é ela canta sobre menage a troi
saka?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fpo9lb6TGgk&playnext_from=QL


oq eu mais dançava e o meu preferido sem duvidas
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3KqnWIIifxA&feature=channel


ahhhh vai me falar q vc n curtia nessa? (LLLLLLLL)- cantando MUITO alto! acho q vou por a letra dessa aki dps viu...pq ó...to curtindo mto mesmo!!!...hahahaha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qnkwrq39HXw&feature=related


to mo empolgada neam?...nem ligo nao!!! qr ver veja, n qr.....n importa, eu pq eu to amando isso aki...ahahahhaha



OMG OMG OMG nao dava pra ser mais velho, e posso dizer? eu lmebro muito bem esse cpe... medo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RMLiHUriJ7Y&playnext_from=QL


nao para tudo....esse aqui eu choro litros, pela eternidade e mais dois dias....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ikI-4D_1s-c&playnext_from=QL
ai meldels, meldels, meldels, meldels...

chorando muito mesmo, em 3...2...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wO3GLcUxJSI&playnext_from=QL



ta chega já....é video mais....
agora to ouvindo dream on - aerosmith ;)
bjs

for now

se na quiser ouvir, pelo menos lê a muscia...na real é mto boa e voce devia MESMO fazer dela seu lema, pq friendship never ends...pelo menos era assim q deveria ser neam...mas ate ai cada um faz oq julga mais importante pra sua vida, uma foda, ou uma amiga....pq ne....bom...chega disso pq eu n sou mais a menininha q dançava spice girls e backstreet boys no patio do predio e que dava indiretinha por nick no msn...e oq eu sinto seja bom ou ruim eu n preciso colar no orkut,ou nick de msn....ah pronto falei.....acho isso infantil, eu falo com qm tem q saber seja eu te amo ou eu to puta, falo com precisa e merece saber e pronto....e no pior dos casos lato tudo aki no blog mesmo, pq a ideia nao é q seja um ''diário'' ??? entao....ta aí....eu escreveria isso no meu diario se ainda existissem desses!!!!...ahhahahah velhotinha!!!
ah blá....foda se viu......to puta mesmo, falo mesmo, baixou a dercy gonçalvez em mim agora td.....À PÁ MERDA TDO MUNDO!!!!! isso ai...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M3wgaWAHo2Q&feature=related

Yo I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want,
I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want,
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really
really really wanna zigazig ha.

If you want my future forget my past,
If you wanna get with me better make it fast,
Now don't go wasting my precious time,
Get your act together we could be just fine.

I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want,
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really
really really wanna zigazig ha.

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends,
Make it last forever friendship never ends,
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give,
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is.

What do you think about that now you know how I feel,
Say you can handle my love are you for real,
I won't be hasty, I'll give you a try,
If you really bug me then I'll say goodbye.

Yo I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want,
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really
really really wanna zig zig ha.

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends,
Make it last forever friendship never ends,
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give,
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is.

So here's a story from A to Z, you wanna get with me
you gotta listen carefully,
We got Em in the place who likes it in your face,
We got G like MC who likes it on an
Easy V doesn't come for free, she's a real lady,
and as for me, ha you'll see,
Slam your body down and wind it all around,
Slam your body down and wind it all around.

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends,
Make it last forever friendship never ends,
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give,
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is.

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta, you gotta, you gotta,
you gotta, you gotta, slam, slam, slam, slam,
Slam your body down and wind it all around,
Slam your body down and wind it all around,
Slam your body down and wind it all around,
Slam your body down zigazig ah.
If you wanna be my lover.